I Choose Me

Song for this Message

 

Limiting Beliefs

  • No one is hiring for what I want to do.

  • No one is hiring me for what I want to do

  • People say I shouldn’t do it

  • I don’t have the skills or resources to do it

Empowering Belief

  • I green light the projects I want to do.

  • I hire me first.

  • My vision and desires were endowed to me, only I can manifest them the way they need to be.

 

Dear inner light,

I’ve applied for 100s of jobs,
using so much trying to win their acceptance.

Why are they not choosing me?
Why? I have the skills, the ability to learn. Why?
If they just gave me the chance,
I would go do all it takes to make it work.

But..
Why am I desperate for their acceptance?
Why am I placing my dreams in their hands?

I don’t need their permission. 
Or their acceptance.

My past, my roots, have enough to start.
I have all it takes to manifest all I imagine.
I will choose to create what I love. 

I don’t need anyone to choose me.
I choose me.

Love,

사랑하는 내면의 빛에게,

나는 수백 개의 일자리에 지원하며
인정을 받기 위해 너무 많은 에너지를 쏟아왔다.

왜 나를 뽑지 않을까?
나는 잘 할 수 있는데, 다 배울 수 있는데.

하지만 이제 묻고 싶다.
왜 나는 내 꿈을
누군가의 선택에 맡기고 있을까?

나는 허락도, 인정도 필요 없다.

나의 과거와 나의 뿌리에는
이미 시작하기에 충분한 것이 있다.
나는 내가 상상하는 모든 것을
실현할 수 있는 힘을 가지고 있다.

누군가가 나를 선택하길 기다리지 않는다.
내가, 나를 선택한다.

사랑을 담아,

 
 

Artist Note

This painting is particularly important to me.
To inspire this song I channeled the song Fly by Epik High.
This is an uplifting and empowering message.
When seeking to pivot my career into more artistic work

I applied to many places, sought certifications. Seeking approval to do the work I wanted

After so many “rejections”, I was frustrated. I had everything I needed but still was being rejected. I also realized all that energy I was using on applications could be use to do already do the work and build the place I want.

I am a sprout with deep roots of nutrition, experiences, access, abilities. Ready to grow and blossom with my deep roots.

Lets Blossom Together